Friday, December 30, 2005

yesterday was a longggg day. met steph at de pondok and lepak. bought some snacks from de shop. and had a good chat at de playground. de dae was so boring ; tyme was passing so slowly. went up and down so many tymes.

so we finally made our mind to grab de monopoly board. which was at syz sarina's cribx. got ayah to sent us dere. took us close to an hour. both of us headed for our respective houses to haf a shower. i fell asleep while wayting for her to come again. and had a lil quarrel wit my mom over ferrero rocher. =x

steph came over and we went to get our dinner. nasi goreng and rojak wit teh-c and kopi-o. *worst combination* after dinner was wen we started our 'monopoly marathon' which was at 2230HRS. and onlie stopped at 0445HRS. played it wit syz athira too. and i was de WINNER of de ferst round BUT ferst to declare bankrupt for de SECOND. gosh!

slept at ard 0515HRS and got up as early as 1000HRS. i continued my sliep while steph went home to clean up and stuffs. niw here i am blogging! *yawns*

[[.MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.]]

i never believed in de above quote untyl yesterdae. you peeps must be asking, "why yesterday?" well. de reason is simple. its becos. . . why dont you guys figure it out yourself kayss. (:

well. yesterday went to syz sarina's place wit athira. wit de intention to onie take some clothes which syz sarina can no longer wear. but we ended up slacking dere tyll about eleven. hahax! den ryte. i babysat khalish and was so happie wen he fell asleep in my arms. wen syz sarina was having a hard tyme trying to put khalish to sleep few minutes ago. *great job yanaa! (:*

got ayah to fetch us. he reached and we went down. i was messaging bebey at de same tyme. *wink* reached home, got changed and fell asleep while wayting for hym to reply my messages. hmm. i guess he fell asleep before i did. cos i checked de fone in de murnyng and dere wasnt any unread messages. (:

ehk. kayss larh. wanna go get some food. and msg hym. (: jempot makan koko krunch wit milk sumer! hehex.

fizsk: wow! never did i imagine dis cud happen between us. i guess God wants to give us a second chance to treasure each other tyll eternity. well. for betta or worse, tyll death do us part. i'll love you wit every beat of my heart! remember dat aites bebey. lup you strong! mwuah!!

MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN TAHIR.
221205.
a memorable day for mie.
but styll.
never did i imagine it was de last for us.
having.
our last kiss,
our last hug,
our last touch,
our last movie.
and not to forget,
our last visit to de library togeder.
im sure gonna miss those tymes.

i'm sorrie.
so verie sorrie!
i noe i've let you down.
but.
wit mie letting you go does not mean dat i dont need you.
i styll do.
need your ears for mie to be telling my problems to,
your shoulder for mie to cry on.
i just didnt wanna let hym down.
as.
he knew mie longer den i knew you,
and de basic foundation of frenship is dere.
he has also loved me way before you did,
and i can feel dat his love for mie is stronger den yours is.
please dont get de wrong idea.
i too believe in fate.
so.
if its fated dat we are meant for each other,
im suree we'll meet again one fine dae.
for now.
yew tekaire yarhh.
and im saying "sorry" from de bottom of my heart.
*eventho he's in my heart, yew will never fail to cross my mind*

yours truly,
NUR FARLYANNA BTE MOHAMAD NOR.

221205 ;
MY swiet 7teen birthday,
was AWESOME!
an awesome dae for NUR FARLYANNA BTE MOHAMAD NOR.
and its all tanx to MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN TAHIR.
(:

hym: tanx honey for de great day owt. walaopon ader minor problem yang timbol at de verie last part of our date, it was styll a dae worth remembering. tanx many many yarhh. (: abt my wrist. i'll make dis my last kayss. no more carving carving. i promise yew! and i WANT yew to noe dat my heart is all yewrs. about HYM tu. dont tynk too much kayss. i lup yew and onlie yew. and its gonna be tyll de end of tyme ; tyll de moment my heart stop beating! mwuah! tekaire sugar rush! lup yew strong strong! we'll meet up again soon kayss. and i'll blanjer yew to de movies larh kayss. yew win ; i lose! hmph! (:

and to others whu wished mie, namely
* ashaari
* khaizz
* zack
* syz nirah
* syz aifa
* fahmie
* dan
* steph
* feeq
* auntie liza
* vick
* saranya
* uncle amran
* auntie sue
* grannie
tanx ehk people!!

ohwee! im finally home after a sleeepover at bibiq's place. *asek sleepover umah org ; mcm takde rumah gitoo* HAHA. but gosh! im so freaking bored. wit no idea wad to do. and before i begin doing stupid stuffz again, i tynk its best dat i start blogging. hmm. i reallie hope he's doing fine ryte now. hope he's recovering. cos he was styll syck wen he left for de camp. ): and hey! im so missing hym lots!! i miss de warmness of his hugs ; de scent of his perfume ; de feeling wen my heart skips a beat each tyme our lips touched ; de sound of his whispers ; de tender touch of his ; de desire wen he runs his fingers thru my hair. and not to forget, his sarcasicm. HEHE. yew do telkaire of yewrself aites dear. just letting yew noe dat yew're being missed by yewr angel here. and yew never fail to cross her mind every minute of everyday. (: lup yew. mwuah! *see ya in TWO daes* (:

syz nirah: hey sassy! blog has been updated upon yewr request. HEHE. niwae, do stay strong yarhh. i noe yew can overcum dis shit of lyfe. anytynk, im just a fone call away. tekaire!

ferstly! i wanna say SORRY to bebey for things dat has been happening over dis few daes. be it in front of his verie eyes or behind his back. im sorrie yarhh bebey. i just dotno how to deal wit STRESS. agik agik wen im missing yew! and now i gotta wayte for anoder six more daes tyll my birthday den can see yew. waddahell. nie belom add de daes we last saw each other! aarrgghh!!! *tears on my cheek*

kkays. i just came back from slacking at de playground. wit steph of course. and messaging bebey. he is so de freaking swiet!!
hym: hey. ngah uwat per?
her: heyy. ngah slack around bwh block. yew kat ner?
hym: oh. kat umah. asl?
her: ouhh. tanyer jek. my birthday how? nak kluwar ker tak?
hym: mestilah honey. kan i lup u.
her: aww. so swiet. baby from where nie?
hym: amp meeting. den yewr bdae going *place meant to be kept confidential*
her: meeting agik? hmm. i was tynking of *plans are meant to be kept confidential* how?
hym: dat sounds good.
her: of course arh. i learnt how to plan from yew. HEHE.
hym: dats ma girl.

aww. he is so de swiet ryte. dats my boi ; muhammad hafiz bin tahir. (:
fisz: hey baby! im reallie so sorie for not being able to make it dis sunday yarhh. wen i noe de fact dat yew'll be away for a camp on monday. bkn i tanak. cumer yew noe my reasons ryte. we'll meet up verie soon kayss. yew just take gud kaire of yewrself wen yew're away in camp! duncha worrie baby. i'll be a gud lil ghurl here. HEHE pape pon. kiter *jawoh di mata tetap dalam hati.* kan baby kann. (: lup yew strong strong darling dearie!! mwuahh. [[carn wayte for my birthday. unoeinoepublicdotno. khekhe]]
PS: *courtesy of izuwanirah* HAHA. ORAITE ARH NIE EHK SYZ! (:

haix! im so damn freaking shagged at dis verie moment in tyme. but styll. im gonna update about yesterday. UPON REQUEST AGAIN. but dis tyme round is for my beloved bestie sake. so, here i go.

was up at 1o to catch The Amazing Race Season Finale. de Linz Family won. was having fun watching wen suddenly de fone rang. *kring kring* a call from steph. she was bored at skewl. talked for about one hour and i psycho-ed her to come back fast. AND I WON!! HAHA!!!

wayted for her to be back. and we decided to grab our lunch at de Jumbo Coffee Shop. had our food and went back to my place to slack. as usual. (: soon it was tyme for Triple Nine. she watched it while i was busy on de computer.

around five, decided to go down. and dat was wen de 'FUN' all began. we played captains ball wit amalina and her frens. played tyll six forty five wen suddenlie.... steph was trying to grab de 'flying' ball wen she overstretched herself and collapsed to de ground. everybody dere was so 'gabra'. tyll i wanted to dial 911 for de ambulance. HAHA!

wayted patiently for de ambulance to come. i was so freaking scared. HAHA. and oso contacted andy to inform hym as we cudnt reach their parents. den de ambulance came and examined her. and unfortunately hadta cut steph's camp tee. teheheh. followed de ambulance to n.u.h and de ambulance jerked at one of de traffic lights. =x wayted outside of de emergency room while de doctors futher examined her. was so freaking bored. as my fone died on mie. *how i wish bebey was dere wit mie*

i was den given de instruction to head for de observation room. where steph was sitting on de bed. she went for de xray while i fetched her mom and dad from de lobby. walked wit dem to de observation room. and wayted and wayted and wayted for de x- ray. result. and lyk FINALLY de doctor confirmed de diagnosis.

now here she is beside mie at my cribx in her triangular sling. HAHAHA! oraitey people. im outta here for now. gonna slack wit her under de void deck and gonna message bebey. cos i dont even noe where on dis TINY earth is he. ):

ola!! im here to update my blog. UPON REQUEST. by my beloved syz nirah. (: but styll. i wont be blogging a long entry. cos im seriously not in de mood. so....

wei!! im missing bebey larh!! its been lyk two weeks since i last met hym shey. i miss de tymes we've been spending together all dis while. i miss de warmness of his hug ; de scent of his perfume ; de feeling wen my heart skips a beat each tyme our lips touched ; de sound of his whispers ; de tender touch of his ; de desire wen he runs his fingers thru my hair. aarrgghh!! missing hym is driving mie nuts and causing mie to be so much more sensitive.

and oso im missing his voice. so long xia never talk on de fone wit hym. one week plus oreadi. gosh!! i am now having de urge to start doing de old stuffs. lyk carving my wrist lyk nobodys business and swallowing as many panadols to release my stress. but de promise i made to hym... haix.

enuff larhh. im not gonna brag about dis any longer. im out of here for now.
fisz: im sorrie abt yesterday bebey. venting my anger on yew over a tiny winy matter. despite noeing de fact dat yew're sick. lyk i've quoted above. im missing yew and dats partly de reason why im so much more emotionally down. sorie many many kayss. make sure yew eat yewr medicines regularly and get all de rest yew can get in dis werld yarhh. HEHE. get well soon baby boi. mwuahh!!

okay. i've decided to blog all tanx to bebey. *yew peeps must thank bebey kayss. HAHA* im actuallie wayting for hym to finish his amp meeting. tak abes abes amp nyer meeting shey. haix. kkays. i'll ryte wart i did for todae yarhh.

slept at two in de murnyng ytd nyte. den woke up onlie at eleven. itupon kes kene kejot. HAHA. rushed to de toilet to bath as mama saed nak go mamam kat Imm. msged bebey while in de toilet. and i guess he was awoken by my sms. well. sowie bebey if it reallie did. *angelic smyle* met nen, fiqah, adek and syakirah under de void deck and headed for Imm.

reached dere at ard twelve. and i guess it was at de wrong timing. cos it was so packed. but styll. we managed to get a seat tho. wanted to try de chicken cutlet but farid wanted it. so i got myself de chicken cheese baked rice. ate dat wit green tea. ate and ate and ate. den went to shop around at Giant wit Fiqah while mama and de rest went Daiso. *anak dare ber-shopping. HEHE* got ourself a slipper each. saw a pynk and blue one. i wanted de pynk but synce she wanted it so badly den terpakse mengalah lorhh. angel mahh. so. i took de blue.

de queue was quite long xia. so i decided to wayte for her at de chair outside wen suddenlie dis malay dude sat beside mie and went "namer sayer hakim. awak sorang jek ker?" and i went "awak bobal ngan kiter ker? err. takder arh. kiter tunggu adek sedare kiter bayar bende." den he went telling about his past and i was lyk "sumpah kiter tak tanyer." HAHA. layankan and finally fiqah came out. told hym dat i gotta go and he was lyk "oh okayy. bye den. nice talking to yew." i just smiled and walked away.

den fiqah thot dat was fisz. i told her "fiqah mimpi lelamer larh kayss hafiz nak turon daerah sini. dektu ader sikit malas. bkn sikit. tapi BYK." kan bebey kan. HEHE. met mama and everybody and den headed home. i was born being able to multi tasked taw people. HEHE. i not onlie watched de teevee. but oso msg-ed bebey and yak-ed on de fone wit syz aifa. (: well peeps. tanx yarhh for kepping mie company. yew both rox my werld!! den got syz nirah to help mie print a few songs nyer guitar tabs. want bebey to play it for mie. (:

headed for nen's home after magreb den tutored fiqah wit her maths. and oso messaged bebey. *multi tasked betol anak dara nie satu.* den went home and here i am blogging. kayss larh people. wanna ring up syz aifa. anytynk just holla mie aites. or tag my board oso can. miss yew bebey!!

EEE. mendak siotx dok rumah one whole day. wit nutynk to do lak tu. pastu otak sort jek. maner tak shey. pepagi jek dah kene buey. ngan bebey agik. dah siap sumer and smangat-ly wanted to leave de hauz to meet hym and lepaskan rindu den he say he carn make it cos he ngah saket. boiling jek darah. tapi sayang nyer psl, terpakse step cool. HAHA. *bebey saket cos terlalu rindukan aayang ehk? hehex. get well soon yarhh. den we can meet up. mwuah!*

haiyahh. ey people. i got no mood to blog arh today. so. im gonna end it wit a few shout owts aites. and dis is how it goes.
fisz: ey bebey! camner plak boley saket nie? UNHEALTHY people ehk? (: dah larh bebey. i tanak disterb yew arh. orang ngah saket mahh. HAHA. takpe takpe. its okay. people fall sick once in a while. i understand. well. yew make sure yew get lotsa rest and be well again soon kayss. im missing yew lyk crazee larh. dah few minggu shey we tak meet. missing yew kill mie taw bebey. yew get well fast fast kayss den we'll catch de latest movies lyk nobody's business. hehex. love yew strong strong!! *flying kisses is blown*
syz aifa: tanx for being dere for mie sassy. and im reallie sorie for getting yew into trouble tadie. becos of nak kluwar ngan mie jek kene lecture ngan yewr ibu. sorie ek sassy. i'll make it up to yew one da kayss.

tyll de next entry. buwaish people!! twelve days to go bebey. HEHEX.

okay. im damn freaking bored ryte now. wayting for bebey to wake up from his beauty sliep after being up for three daes. *hmm. takpe bebey. sliep all yew want. i'll be around if yew need anytynk. mwuah!* hehex. kkays. to kill tyme, i shall do up dis thingy. all tanx to syz aifa.

1.hafiz
2.aifa
3.munirah
4.dan
5.zack
6.athira
7.zickie
8.hakimi
9.farhan
10.zul
11.rizal
12.stephanie
13.afy
14.shah
15.haical
16.geri
17.munir
18.shafiq
19.rafeeq
20.ikal
How did you meet 13?
err. in skewl.
What would you do if you never met 5?
zack? never meet den never befriend arh.
What do you honestly think of 10?
he was a great lover.
Have you ever liked 3?
shes my beloved syztah. (:
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry lyk hell. cos hes my one and only bebey. <3
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
maybe. haha.
Do you know any of 3's family members?
hmm. uncle mid is her dad ; auntie ani is her mom; mun is her bro. (:
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
seven!! hes awesome!!
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
oh my gawd. he just did ytd. but i hadta let hym down. cos my love for hym faded long ago. and oso, i've got my bebey.
What language does 19 speak?
superb english and malay.
Who is 8 going out with?
no idea. tynk he's single. (:
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
dey are both guys for goodness sake!!
When was the last time you talked to 6?
just onie. (:
What is 18's favorite band?
i dotno!! hes my bebey's bro.
Does 4 have any siblings?
yeaps.
Would you ever date 1?
WE ARE ALREADY DATING. hes my one and only bebey. <3
Would you ever date 7?
dated hym before. haha.
Is 15 single?
no no no. hes wit my beloved syz aifa. (:
What is 19's last name?
i dotno. haha.
What is 3's middle name?
she duszen haf one.
What is 10's fantasy?
how de hell wud i noe.
Does 14 and 19 make a good couple?
dey are both guys AGAIN.
What school does 16 go to?
shes werking.
What school does 1 go to?
ITE Balestier.
Where does 9 live?
farrer road.
Would you make out with 13?
no no no.
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
dey dont even noe each other.
Is 20 older than you?
by months onie.
Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
HE's a GUY!!
Is 17 your ex?
hell no. hes my own cuzzie.
Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
12 is my bestie ; of course i do. 18 is my bebey's bro ; hell no!!
How is 2?
shes great! my ever reliable sassy syz! (:

woolahh! its finally done. check it out aites peeps. and tanxs again syz aifa. miss ya!! but of course i miss bebey more. (:

im here,
not in de mood to blog!
currently de PMS bytch,
and is craving badly for bebey!
missing hym,
in need of hym!
PS: public apology to bebey!! sorie many many yarr bebey for venting my anger on yew. i dint mean to do it. yew noe warts de reason. dunch yew. it carn be helped ryte. so sorrie kayss. love yew. mwuah!! <3
we'll patiently wayte for twenty second aites. (:

aarrgghh!! jealousy is driving mie crazee xia. getting to noe dat he chat wit her silently. without mie knowing. and her being so sarcastic yet AGAIN. damn!! im just too weak to even be crying on de outside. my tears has long ago dried larh bebey. haix. i noe i gotta TRUST yew. but. gosh. im just too scared of losing yew.

watdeva it is. nutynks gonna change de fact dat im soo missing bebey whus at pasir ris now larh. hes dere to attend de spootid class chalet of his. three daes two nights summore. aiyohh!! "bebey balek now can? aayang misses yew too badly larh. balek larh bebey." haha. im beginning to crap.

kkays. was home de whole day. locked myself in my room tynking of bebey and listening to sappy sappy songs. im not crazy mind you. just dat i was seeking for inspiration. i felt dat inspiration comes round wen you're missing someone. and true enuff. inspirations came. and dis was wat i came up wit.

- reasons why i love yew -
[1] yew make everyday magical
[2] yew understand me like no one else does
[3] yew believe in me
[4] yew are a great kisser
[5] yew always know just what i need
[6] just being around yew makes my day
[7] we fit in every possible way
[8] yew are the best thing dat has ever happened to me
[9] yew love me for me
[10] without yew, my life means nothing.

- because of yew -
i laugh and smile,
and dare to dream again.
i look forward with great joy to ;
spending the rest of my life with yew,
caring for yew ;
nurturing yew ;
being there for yew ;
in all life has for us.
and i vow to be true and faithful,
for as long as we both shall live.
i love yew.

oraitey people. here i go from here. wanna get ready to go ring up bebey. ohwee!! take kaire. i miss bebey!!! <3

*blushing* alahmak. fisz is so de swiet larhh. he noes how to make me smyle again even after i went thru a mood swing. hehex. wanna noe why i sae hes sweet. check dis out kayss. its a conversation i had wit hym. just few minutes ago.

her: b. yew alek from camp just one day before my bdae. den how to kluwar?
hym: boleh nye. trust me k. i will make it happen 4 u.
her: wow. confident shey orang tu.
hym: 4 u ma dear.
her: yew dah penat penat camp 3 arie den kene layan i.
hym: itz d least tat i can do. 2 show u i am there wen u nid me.
her: tanx fer making mie smyle again hunny.
hym: sure. *kiss was blown*

gosh! isnt he swiet. but tough luck. hes mine. i repeat. mine. property of nur farlyanna. haha. betta luck next tyme aites. but wayte. i dont tynk deres a next tyme cos hes gonna be mine now and forever. muwahaha. *evil jugak aku nie ehk* haha. kays larh. im outta here. ciaosz!

weee! finally im at home again after being away for three daes two nytes. sleptover at syz sarina's place. and oso to be a part-tyme nanny ; babysit baby khalish. whu appeared more kiuter den in de pix i received. kiute to de max arh!! i guess i gotta say "biasa jugak! tengok arh related to saper." wakakaka. kkays. today im just gonna do shout outs aites. tired arh.

fisz: tanx for de wonderful day out on friday bebey!! had real fun wit yew. and de movie was awesome. kan kan kan. de fish and de pig. hehex. i just love being around yew larh. de feeling wen being wrapped around yewr arms is just great. yew filled de emptiness of my heart and having yew as part of mie is making my life worth living. tanx bebey. but styll. i noe i've put yew thru alot of shits all dis while. im sorrie for it. i guess i hafta consider myslelf lucky to haf yew hanging on. being patient to tolerate mie and my nonsense ; willing to be my punching bag wen i suffer mood swings. aww. i owe yew too much larh bebey. untyl i dont even noe how to sae thank yew. and as a way of thanking yew, im gonna promise dat i'll oways be by yewr side thru thick and thin ; no matter wart happen, im gonna stick around and love yew tyll de end of time. only death shall part us two. okay bebey! love yew strong strong. mwuah!! niwae, take kaire yarr wen yew're away to spent de tyme at de chalet. im sorrie i carn be dere wit yew. and please find tyme to be wit mie despite yewr hectic schedule. i miss yew verie badly larh. and yew got no ide how missing yew kills!! tyll de next tyme we meet, i'll be tynking of yew and missing yew every minute of every hour ; every seconds of every minutes ; every second of everyday. mwuah!

syz nirah: hey syz! im kinda missing de tymes i spent wit yew dulu dulu larh. from de meeting up after skewl to lunch-ing to dates. aww. meet up soon kayss. i noe de past is making yew hate mie. but forget de past and start afresh aites. well. i dont blame yew if yew're gonna hate mie tyll lyk forever. but styll. tanx for everytynk. (:

mafteem: happie belated berfydae dude. i noe im layte. but its de thots dat counts ryte. hehex. all de best. take kaire.

*yawn* sorie larh guys for yawning in public. i just woke up larh. but is styll sliepy lei!! but hey! please understand. i slept onie at five in de murnyng okay. yak and yak and yak wit hym on de fone from two plus to five. and he said he'll call back cos his mama needs de fone and ituppon i never wayte for hym to call back. cos i was too shagged. sowie dear. but i realised sumtynk shey. and dat is wit my bestie around, my conversation wit hym seems to be running much more smoother den de rest of de days. tanx bestie. i owe yew one. (:

so. was yakking about wart show to watch and where. yak for sucha long tyme and styll cudnt find a fix decison. aiyohh. de truth is i got two shows in mind and dat is 'Saw 2' and 'Chicken Little' but i styll dotno on which one to watch. pathetic shey gini macam. bey before deciding jek mesti ader kecoh kecoh. biler nak game babe lau asek slalu gini? its lyk guys never noe how to appreciate de presence of a girl in their life shey. dah boley kluwar den nak bargain balek mlm mlm. waddahell larh.

but ehk. im kinda missing hym larh!! i miss de tymes we've been spending together all this while. i miss de warmness of his hug ; de scent of his perfume ; de feeling wen my heart skips a beat each tyme our lips touched ; de sound of his whispers ; de tender touch of his ; de desire wen he runs his fingers thru my hair. aarrgghh!! missing hym is driving mie nuts and causing mie to be so much more sensitive..

dah larhh. im so layzee to drag on about dis issue. now im gonna upload some kiute pix of baby muhd khalish which is now two months of age.
FROM THIS....

TO THIS.....

AND THIS....

AND THIS....

AND FINALLY THIS....



gosh! he is sooo kiute. *melting* nie kalau dah besar den conferm kiute cam abang hafiz dier. hehex. i carn wayte to see dis baby khalish tomoro. well baby khalish, insya'allah tomoro i'll bring yewr abang hafiz along kayss. so yew can see how hensem yew can look like wen yew're all grown up. (: kkays. im beginning to crap. for now im gonna dissapear. going to meet my bestie and slack around. bye people!!