Monday, February 27, 2006

its twelve PM and here i am blogging for i skipped school due to fever. am sick all thanks to honey baby for passing his germs to me via his saliva at sentosa on saturday. qwang qwang qwang. and darn! sitting at home is killing me. its dead boring! how i wish i could meet up with hym.

worst still is. when i got out from my room and to the toilet then bro farwan asked, "kau tak sekolah narie? abang nak gi marina tengok wayang. ajak din ikot skali arh. double date agik. din abes sekolah kol brape?" walaowei bro! he finishing school at six larhh today! urgh! thanks larh ehkk for making me miss hym even more. *sobx*

andkan people, bro even asked me to psycho hym to balek during lunchtime. i went to see his time table and was soo sad as his lesson after lunch turns out to be his favourite lesson. which i dont think he would want to skip. and i also heard that hes having a test later. haixx.

well. it seems like tomor0 is the only day to meet. as both of us finishes school early. hmm. kayss larhh people. i wanna get ready to visit the doctor. buwaishh.

sEntOsA's FaMiLy OuTiNg wiTh hYm aRoUnD was superb.
and thats foolstop.
(:

Demi cintaku pada mu
Ke mana saja kan ku bawa
Ku hujung dunia
Ke bintang kejora.
Demi cintaku padamu
Ku korbankan jiwa dan raga
Biar pun harus ku telan
Lautan bara.
Bulan madu di awan biru
Tiada yang menggangu
Bulan madu di atas pelangi
Hanya kita berdua
Mengecap nikmat cinta
Yang putih tak terbanding
Sesuci embun pagi.
Andai dipisah
Laut dan pantai
Musnahlah ilham
Hilang pedoman.
Andai dipisah
Cahaya dan bulan
Gelap gelita
Punah asmara.

"biarlah semuanya kita tinggal hanyalah buat sejarah."
this phrase above goes out specially to those whom i once LOVED ; be it for months or weeks or even days. i just carn bear to let you guys sit and wait ; seeing me being in someone else's arms. i know its such a pain to even try to forget me and our memories but im really sorry. the feeling of love for you guys is no longer in my heart. it faded since the day you guys went away. to be exact, you guys were the ones who made the decision to walk out of my heart. im not trying to say its you guys who are in the wrong but... damn! im really sorry. i cant continue for now cos it will only bring tears to my eyes. SORRY ONCE AGAIN ; FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

Dia insan pertama yang bertahta
Dia insan pertama yang ku cinta
Dia pernah membuat ku bahagia
Dia yang mengajar ku
Tentang erti rindu
Dia yang dulu pernah ku sanjungi
Pergi sehingga kini tak berganti
Hilang dari pandangan hidup ini
Membawa luka pedih tak terperi
Tiada ku duga
Permulaan yang jernih
Menjadi keruh dengan tiba-tiba
Bisa rintangan antara ku dan dia
Cinta terlarang oleh orang tua
Kini terkilan sungguh rasa hati
Dia tak pernah lagi ku temui
Dia ku abadikan dalam jiwa
Terima kasih atas segalanya.

well. the lyrics on top actuallie has got nothing to do with my current relationship. not say totally nothing arhh. only those in boldANDitalic. it is really making me VERY sensitive this few days. dats why i didnt blog. haix. but for the sake of OUR love, im gonna stay strong aitesz honey babyy. smile for me. <3

goshiee goshh! im so tired. just onie reached home from baby's18thbdae+valentineday celebration. *loves* well. i shant write a long entry about today for todays events are only meant for mie, hym, bro farwan and syz azlindah to noe. (: but before i go, i shall do a few shout outs and end dis entry wit the pix we took in ecp.

irsyarudin shah: honey babyy! happy valentines day and also happy 18th birthdayy!! well. lepas nie dah nak pegi tengok citer m18 arhh niee. i tak heran arh if you go to the movies wit bro farwan and syz azlindah. hmph! like you always say, "your time will come sayang." ; so im gonna be patient and live to it. bluweks!! haha. watdeva it is. i wish you luck in everytynk you dream for in life and may we be together till heavens door. love ya babyy!! thanx a million for the wonderful day out and the roses. <3

syz azlindah: aiyohh! im sooo envy-ing you larhh. having sucha ROMANTIC boifren. *tengok arh abang saper* HAHA! im sure my honey baby more romantic! bluwekxx!! kan baby kann. well. i had a great time wit your company too just now. (: to end it off, i shall say HAPPY VALENTINES DAYY SASSY!! (:

here are the pix we took!!
HIS 18th birthday+valentine day CAKE.

OUR hands + the prezzie HE gave ME!!

HYM with the TIRED face

HAPPY us.

im actually very the lazy to update. but tengok blog orang lain got updated stuffs macam jealous gitu kann. haha. so i think i too shall update lahh ehkk. but where do i start sheyy? its been ssoooo long since i last attended to this blog. kkays. i'll begin from thursday.

thursday was the day when he had a taste of nen's cooking. actuallie he only wanted to sent me home. but coincidently syakirah too was there so he stayed. reached nen's place at around six plus and we joked around with syakirah. then nen served food for us. (: had our dinner with only the both of us in the hall den syahirah itchy hand went to turn off the front light and bibiq saed "e'eh korang! candle light dinner ehkk?" LOL!! we ate and talked and slacked till about nine when he saed he wanted to leave. so i kindly walked wit hym down and we went our seperate ways. [why do time have to fly so fastt?]

next is friday ehkk. hmm. i went home after skewl to change and meet hym. (: but had to wait till he finishes his friday prayers. met hym only at about two-thirty in clementi. and farid tagged along. we then headed for jurong point as farid wanted to eat there. farid had chicken rice. waited for farid to finish eating then we proceed to the arcade. *macam budak kecik siotss* HAHA! played daytona and i lose. hmph! we then waked around and was so freaking bored and decided to take a longer journey home. so took 154 to clementi, then 147 to nen's place. we slacked there tyll eight plus wen both of us were sleepy and decided to make a move. FINALLY ayah saw hym. [this simply means that he has met my WHOLE family.]

todayy didnt reallie do much. woke up to his call then yakked for quite some tyme. hung up at one wen i told hym i wanted to get ready to head for west coast for lunch wit my family. excluding abang. and i had nasi goreng ikan bilis. headed home after eating then i went to ghim moh wit farid to reserve my sayang's birthday cake. got hym to ring me up to keep me company on my journey there and he willingly did. thanks sayangg. love youu!! (: made the reservations and went home till after magreb then we went to nen ani's place at kembangan. jejak east reminded me of hym!! i miss hymm!! yakked with hym when i was there to kill boredom. then we headed for nen aisyah's place next. just to take some mangoes which grew in front of her house. next destination was mak's place to haf dinner. i didnt really ate alot cos i was sooo missing hym!! reached home at about twelve-fifteen and he rang me up. yakked wit hym and watched man utd's game. yakked tyll about three and both of us went to bed. and now here i am blogging before going to bed. (:

14th february is valentine's day ; a day to exchange LOVE messages. a day made specially for lovers to sent out poems with sentimental verses and simple gifts such as flowers and chocolate.

so, valentines day is just around the corner. have you guys thought of your plans for the day and start the cracking of brains to think of a perfect gift for your hunny-bunny loved ones?

a day all about love. it doesnt matter if the gift is the most perfect you think it would be , it doesnt need to be an expensive piece of watch or jewellery, or anything expensive which you think would impress your loved ones. the only thing that matters is that, it comes right from your heart. it's the thoughts that counts.

a girl will always fall in love with any gift their loved ones would give. and for the girls who've been thinking of what to get for your boyfriends, you neednt think too much or start digging out on your savings. if you can afford a costly gift, yeah! why not splurge for your valentine, but for most of us girls, the sweetest gift would always be something specially made by us. *wink*

there are so many ideas to start working on.
you dont have to buy a card ; you can make a card.
you dont have to print a picture ; you can draw a picture.
you dont have to have an expensive dinner ; you can make a dinner.
most things just dont need us to splurge a large sum of money if we dont have it.
make it special, something romantic and sweet, something you've never done before and definately something memorable which you will never forget.

its a day for just the two of you, make it romantic. and [guys take note] especially for girlies, FLOWERS. flowers is one of the most popular present to give any girl on any occasion, especially valentine's day.

flowers are a natural way to make anyone feel good ; the beauty of a bunch, bouquet or arrangement of flowers will brighten up any room and absolutely delight the person lucky enough to receive them.

for valentine's day, the best flower to give and to receive is a ROSE. especially red rose which symbolizes romantic love. they are the 'valentine rose.' here are some color meaning of roses.

RED: it says it all "i love you."
YELLOW: signify joys and gladness ; historically, dey meant a decrease of love and infidelity.
WHITE: means spiritual love purity ; bridal white means happiness.
LAVENDER: love at first sight.

actually, you dont have to wait for a special occasion to be giving roses for they are no other reasons than "im thinking of you"

a gift of a flower goes a very long way, every woman can remember the last time she got flowers. i once received a plush rose. yes ; not the real rose but a big toy rose. it was so sweet. for the rose never did wither. hehex.

"theres a place where you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy ; her heart."

you both dont have to actually be thinking of a perfect place to be ; as long as time lets you both share your love together on that special day is all dat matters.

the sweetest thing would be just the two of you ; sitting, cuddling, staring into each other's eyes and talking just about anything under the velvet sky. aww. it feel so great to love and be loved.

right now, when you're reading this and you're thinking of someone, that is the person you love most. the only one you truly love. so, dont even hesitate to call them up just to say "i love you" ; dont let the moment pass by.

and irsyarudin shah salleh,
to the world, you may just be one person. but to me. you mean the world. i love you baby! we'll wait for FEBRUARY FOURTEEN aitesz. VALENTINES DAY CUM YOUR EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY.

040206
woohoo!! 040206 was definately a day to be remembered. from just us to famelee meeting to just us again. *smiling* you guys must be wondering just waddahell im talking about right. haha! kkays. i'll elaborate.

well. i met hym under my void deck at 1215PM. itupon he was layte. bluweks! we den headed for dover mrt to train down to admiralty. as he hadta send his abang punyer wedding invitation card. reached our destination and pressed the door bell a few tymes but unfortunately no one came to the door. so we just slipped de card thru de gap under de door. smart ryte! haha dat was my idea. he wanted to just go in cos de door was not lock. =x

we den headed for bibiqz cribz. he wanted to meet syakirah mahh. his favourite 'gangster' cuzzie. haha! bro farwan and syz azlindah was oreadi dere wen we reached. bibiq cooked us spaghetti. yum yum! ate while watching vcd. he played wit syakirah while wayting for bibiqz famelee to siap. and he made her cry! hahaha!

everybody was ready to go to pamanz cribz next. so we headed for dover mrt. to meet mama and de rest. both couples heart was beating fast as it was de ferst tyme meeting de famelee. told hym and he was lyk "you're making me more nervous sayang." haha! memang dat was my intention pon. bluwkex! trained down to cck and transfered to de bukit panjang LRT to head for petir.

dere werent reallie anybody yet wen we reached at six. and bibiq took de opportunity to interview de couples. famelee-interaction katerkan. (: bibiq took their famelee background info and nen even did some talkings. lecturing us on knowing our limitation and etc. *my famelee is getting more and more interesting* we den helped paman to finish de food dere. ate to our hearts content. burp! haha.

tyll about 830PM wen de couples left to head for Lot 1. niat nak tengok wayang but not many shows were available so we decided to head for west mall next. caught 930PM 'my kung fu sweetheart' show. de show is romantic+farnie. and de phrase "i think i have found the man of my destiny" reallie touched my heart. cos i was wit hym and it somehow made mie feel dat de phrase was for mie. hehex!

and ryte people. dere was a part where de heroin cried wen de hero was in de urge of dying and baby saed to mie, "dont do this to mie okay sayang." ; i saed "do wart?" ; baby saed "cry becos of mie." hahaha! you just onie saed it to mie but unfortunately you made mie do it sayang. haix. i shall not elaborate about dis part. and i eventually reached home nearing 12 midnyte. and rejectedhis call countless tymes. bluweks!

kays larh people. i wanna dissapear from here and get ready for my religious class. see ya layter. to syz azlindah ; jantong dah putos lom? hehe. tekaire syz. see ya again SOON. (: