esplanade!!
esplanade's double-date outing was . . .ferst of all, met fizsk at woodlands mrt at 8.00PM before heading for esplanade. hadta wayte for hym to finish werk ; and it as lyk wayting for de apple to drop larh xiaa!! i was feeling so uneasy wayting as de people dere were lyk looking at mie and giving mie a wierd look. macam tak penahh nampak orang. dey kept looking and i kept ignoring. and lyk finally! fizsk came. ohwee! i held on to his bag and dose people all looked down. macam paham jek tu mataer aku! wahaha!we den took de train to city hall. andkan, dalam train pon masey ngah pikey duer kali sheyy weder nak go esplanade ke tanak. but in de end, we decided to gif it a shot. hehex. reached dere at around 9.30PMwit de stoink-iest ever face and met up wit de other couple. (: he salam-ed bro farwan and few minutes layter we went to anoder place. *wink*did de coupling stuff and suddenly we were both moved to haf REALITY CHECK talk. out of de blue larh xia for us to be doink it. tak penah penah babe. even werds lyk "i realised ehk kalau kiter click, kiter click giler ; kalau tak click, adoii. rabak" ; "you pon penah terpikey abt it ehk? hmm. same same. (:" came out. waddehell! hahax. de wierdness of love. and fizsk. you said sumtynk lyk "wen i look at de watch den i begin to tynk of you." *kirekan, slame nie sebelom we had de same watch, i didnt cross your mind arh nie? grinx. giget aru tawoo ehk! LOLS.*we were oreadi FRENS by de tyme we were heading home. which was at around 11.20PM. but styll, both of us were joking around and larffing lyk it was nobody's business and some people dere even gaf us de wierd look. hahaha! trained home wit only bro farwan and syz azlindah as fizsk took de train towards de other side. den suddenly syz azlindah asked "why your boifren tak anta nana balek?" i wanted to cry wen i heard de werd boifren but i just stayed strong and answered "ohh. besok pagi he got soccer. so let hym haf early rest. (:"trained home wit bro farwan and syz azlindah. but hadta walk home alone as bro wanted to sent syz azlindah tyll her place. i showered ryte away while messaging hym oso and saed sumtynk bout cutting myself den he say "im sure you haf brains and not stoopidity ryte." *adoii. menusuk ke kalbu sindiran you tuhh. hmph!* i knew he kaired but styll, i cut myself. but its one slice jek. got into my nyte gown after finished bathing and messaged hym "im reallie sorie. number one's up. i reallie cudnt help it." he didnt reply so i cudnt wayte no more and wen to sliep. cried to sliep to be exact.syz azlindah: yay! i managed to meet you. we do dis type of outing more often kayss. and niwae, tanx for showing concern about my eyes. my eye problem is onlie half de reason. you noe de answer to de other half. you got it ryte. tynk back on wart you mentioned kayss. hehex. italy yalle!! hahax!!bro farwan: i love you! haha. i wanna do a shout out to you too cos you too played a part in just now's outing budden i dotno wart to say larhh. LOLS.------------------------------------------
fizsk: tanx ehk for de wonderful nyte at esplanade. boley tahan jugak ehk your mepekness wen heading home. (: miss you and your mepekness and sarcacism. haha!! mwuahh! lurpp you!!ONLY LOVE - TRADEMARK2 a.m. and the rain is fallingHere we are at the crossroads once againYou're telling me you're so confusedYou can't make up your mindIs this meant to beYou're asking meBut only love can say - try again or walk awayBut I believe for you and meThe sun will shine one daySo I'll just play my partAnd pray you'll have a change of heartBut I can't make you see it throughThat's something only love can doIn your arms as the dawn is breakingFace to face and a thousand miles apartI've tried my best to make you seeThere's hope beyond the painIf we give enough, if we learn to trustI know if I could find the wordsTo touch you deep insideYou'd give our dream just one more chanceDon't let this be our good-bye.
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