I'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong
"i was finally getting over YOU and actually believing i didn't need YOU. i was finally accepting the FACT that YOU just dont love me no more. then YOU rang me up and ruined it all."urghness! why now shadow? i mean i really meant what i typed at the top of my entry for today ; i thought it was best for me to just walk away after YOU took the so-called initiative to say "goodbye" to me in the very last message you sent to me. and worst still, you had to dedicate a song that has such a meaningful meaning behind it. damn!YOUR song to ME what would you say if i asked you not to goto forget everyone, forget everything and start over with mewould you take my hand and never let me gopromise me you'll never let me goand the stars aren't out tonight,but neither are we to look up at themwhy does hello feel like goodbye?these memories can't replace,these wishes i wished and these dreams i chasedtake this broken heart and make it right.i feel like i lost everything when you're goneleft remembering what it's like to have you here with mei thought you should know,you're not making this easyi never thought i'd be the one to sayplease don't, please don't leave mei feel like i lost everything when you're goneleft remembering what it's like to have you here with mei thought you should know,you're not making this easyyou're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)take my hand and never let me go,take my hand and never let me go,promise me...you'll never let goyou'll never let goyou'll never let goyou'll never let gomake this last foreveri feel like i lost everything when you're goneleft remembering what it's like to have you here with mei thought you should know, you're not making this easyyou're not making this easyyou're not making this easyyou're not making this easyyou're not making this easyyou're not making this easyso fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you.MY song to YOUAnother day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burning strong between us Makes it clear to me I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you.
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