Sunday, May 28, 2006

ferst and foremost,
i'd like to say
"HAPPY ONE MONTH BABYY!"
yeaps yeaps.
tyme reallie flies.
its been one month.
and we've been through REAL alot.
the fights ;
which hardly stops.
but styll,
we managed to pull through at the end of the day.
and theres more to come FOR SURE.
right honeyy!
well.
im blessed to have someone like you.
'thank wood' for being there for me when i really needed you,
for being patient with my attitude
and most importantly for giving in to save our relationship.
i know we've meet our frequent ups n downs ;
but no matter how tiring it gets,
i promise i'll climb every single step with you!
once again...
happy ONE month babyy!
just want you to know that
i have been the happiest girl alive!
missus R*

okay okayy. enough of the mushy mushy stuffs. LOL! lets talk about yesterday yarhh. got up as early as 10 to have breakfast with steph. we had prata. ate and talked and crapped and went home. was watching the teevee when my phone rang and it was hym saying he wanted to meet me. and so we met.

met hym under block 21 but decided to lepak under block 23. and it was with steph as well. and we sure rock! so kecorable. HAHA! slacked tyll about 3 plus when mami called saying she needed baby at bukit batok. ; nenek shift house mahh. so, i and steph accompanied hym to the bus stop and we went off.

reached home and siap2 to go geylang. went geylang with the family plus nen. and i was down with a very bad headache. dah saket kepale then zulhelmy pulak message a confession and baby messaged saying he hurt hymself during shifting a heavy item. damn! that was DOUBLE TROUBLE. settled one thing at a tyme and thank God it went smoothly.

rested at nen aishahs shop and went off at about 8. sent nen home and went over to ibu's house. was messaging and asking baby about his condition the whole tyme. im glad the 'injury' was not very bad. i fear alot cos hes having a competition this wednesday. get well soon baby!

okay people! im out of here. and to SISTER-IN-LAW, hope you're happy with this long entry. (:

oh goshh! i have been getting wierd comments from people this few days. comments that makes me laugh to myself. LOL! lets see what i've been hearing so far.

; canteen auntie: "manis larhh anak dara nie. hitam manis macam bini ajai. aku asyik luper ajek namer dierr." *she thinks* "ahhh! nurul." *smiles*
; a customer: *was about to order her food* "eyy wayte. i look at you and macam stunned gitu. so sweet ; with the smile and skin tone." *finally does her ordering*
; hym: "i like to see your smyle arhh babyy. very swiet." <33

wahh! pelek jugakk orang orang nie ehkk. hmm.

*im so proud of mr raihan!*
your performance during the rugby training melts my hearts!
and im sure you're gonna "kill" me with your skills during the upcoming match.
((:
TWO days to go. <33

here i am once again ; finally updating my blog. after leaving it unattended for sooo long. there are reasons for not updating actually. WORK! SCHOOL! RELATIONSHIP! sorry larh ehk people for having to read the same old enry. ESPECIALLY to mrs. jedi. ((:

i have finally made my way to school! been missing it soo often due to oversleeping snd stuffs. teacher nagged and nagged reminding me not to let work affect my studies. i know i know. been hearing the same aadvise from my family. greatly appreciated people!

headed for harbourfront with hym yesterday ; to sit for my counter test. and im proud to say, i PASSED! eventhough i did countering stuffs for less then three months. ; unlike some people who hace been doing it for quite sometymesbut styll fail. LOL!

and yeahh! i really think ladies day out really rocks. had it with bestie steph together with sister-in- law mrs jedi on 190506 and it was simply awesome! played 'hide-and-seek' ; steph hide while we seek. and finaly met her at bugis mcdonalds. walked around tyll we finaly made up our mind to sit and talk at coffee bean.

i had caramel ice blended while mrs jedi had pure vanilla. we talked and joked and laughed tyll we were so tired of it and headed for the kopitiam next. reason being ; steph doesnt eat fast food. so steph had prata while me and mrs jedi had SUSHI! yumyum.

ate tyll mr. jedi aka muhd farwan came to pick his QUEEN up and we parted ways. steph and me headed for tiong bahru plaza. to walk walk and kill tyme and went home soon ; to SLEEP. kkayss. im so freaking lazy to continue. gonna let tyme fly and go for lunch. before i go, heres a few shout outs.

; mr & mrs jedi: happy four months anniversary to you both on 190506! may the two of you lead a blissful relationship leading to heavens door! <33
; steph: you rock! and i miss you!
; mr. R: FOUR days to go... and THANK WOOD for everything. iloveyou!

GUYS...
realise that the GIRL
holding ON TO you
is PERFECT in their
own SPECIAL way.
The way she LAUGHS,
The way she SLEEPS,
The way she LOVES you,
The way she tries to PLEASE you.
Always REMEMBER that...
She CAN always walk AWAY and UP,
hetting someone ELSE who can LOVE her MORE.
For all you know,
there is SOMEONE out there WOOING her already.
but she is REJECTING
a might be PERFECT love for her.
There might also be SOMEONE out there...
who is WILLING to LOVE her MORE than YOU are LOVING her NOW,
FULFILL her every NEED
and LOVE her as MUCH as SHE LOVES YOU.
UNDERSTAND that.
Have a HUGE GUILTY CONSCIENCE.
IMAGINE this GUYS...
When YOU are HOLDING her TODAY
and you CHEAT on her
by hugging AND kissing ANOTHER girl
and you run BACK to her
and do the same.
NOW ask YOURSELF...
DO you see LOVE in her EYES?
WHAT do you THINK?
DO you feel the HURT?
CAN you feel the GUILT?
She LOVE you NOT because...
YOU are GOOD LOOKING,
HAVE money,
BUY her THINGS,
MAKE her PARENTS HAPPY,
or that you HAVE a car.
She LOVES you for WHO you are...
Your every TOUCH,
every WORD you say,
EVRYTHING you do.
GUYS...
CHERISH and APPRECIATE your girl ;
DONT break her FRAGILE heart
for SHE is the ONLY ONE
who can LOVE you THAT way.
You WONT wanna REGRET
letting GO of that SPECIAL GIRL you have.
AT LEAST...
For EVERYTHING she has DONE for you,
the LEAST you can DO is
to GIVE her UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
just as SHE has GIVEN to YOU.

been doing shoutouts this few days ; cos im seriously in no mood to blog. mood swings and emotional breakdown occuring often due to the surroundings! urgh! somebody please help me!

; my mama: HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! i thank God for giving me sucha wonderful mom lyke you. i love youu!
; mr. R: i always keep asking myself, "why do i have to hurt you with the presence of my ex and other guys when you never try to play with my heart even once? you never fail to try your very best to take care of my fragile heart and not even cause a scratch." i truly understand that the presence of my ex and z** is making you feel insecure and stressed out. but please dont regard it as a masalah ; cos its not a masalah sayangg. its lumrah bercinta. dugaan to test how strong our love is. the test is the reason why we say "we'll overcome all obstacles together." and please! you are pillar of strength. i thought i never would be able to stand on my feets again and believe in the word 'love' but you proved me wrong. have faith oraites dear. i promise you nobody and nothing can bring us down or tear us apart ; only death shall. may the force be with us! *lovee*
; steph: i know you're feeling no good! but be strong sassy. you told me to be strong once when i went through a roller coaster ride of emotions due to break-ups and stuffs. now i want you too aites babe! im just a phone call away if you ever need anytynk. 24-hour helpline. LOL!

[looking at the ring makes me miss you more! URGH!~]

to SOMEONE out there
you SHOULD know who YOU are.
*edited version of craig david's i just dont love you no more*

you made this thing drag on so long,
till I got sick and tired of your silly game.
I don't care dude who's right or wrong,
I just don't love you no more.
rain outside my window pouring down,
now that im gone ; its all your fault.
dont have to feel sorry for acting like a fool cause you let me down ;
now it's too late to turn it around,
nor feel sorry for the tears you made me cry.
I guess this time it really is goodbye ;
I made it clear when I said,
"I just don't love you no more."

'Mission Impossible III' and 'When A Stranger Calls' are shows worth watching! im serious people. very the worth it. you guys check it out sendiri and confirm wont regret it!~ i know cos i've caught it. *bluwekx*

; sis-in-law: im glad i can still call you sister-in-law. and i hope it will stay the same till the end of time. *so mushyy* LOL! my showtout to hym more mushy. trust me ; read on if you dont believe. hehehe!
; Mr. R: thanx many many yarhh for wanting to catch the shows with me. on the 4th and 5th may respectively agik. macam orang kaya. LOL! well. about the billabong wallet and polo tee ; its just a small SUPRISE! i hope you like it still. (: to end it off...
i give you this ring,
to wear it with love and joy.
i chose you to be my partner
to have and to hold from this day forward.
for better or for worse ;
for richer or for poorer,
in sickness and in health.
to love and to cherish ;
be true and faithful to you,
for as long as we both shall live.

i think i'll have to get myself lotsa new BAGGY clothes. for i've been eating alot nowadays. take for example today. KFC for breakfast ; Banquet's Chicken Rice for lunch ; and Mcdonalds for dinner. woohoo! imma happy laydee. LOL!

; Mr. R: heyy. thanx many many alot ehk for the GREAT day out! andkann. i think if i lead this life ; eating this way everyday, conferm gemok. hehehe. but styll. everything was greatly appreciated. everything from the morning to night. (: miss you! *lovee*
; azimi: broo! aper nie? why this confession comes only now? when i dah anggap you nothing more than as a brother then you give me this explanation. i mean you knew i had feelings for you since the beginning but you ignored it cos you didnt have the guts to say it out to me when you felt the same too. i guess now is just too layte. im sorry bro!
; sister-in-law: sister in law! i miss you too! meet up soon kayss. hopefully this friday! love you! *but you know i love my heartbeat more. bluweks*
; steph: babe! you think between me and the hym is LOVE? im confused! cause you just learnt the truth.