Born to be a girl.
Given the name Farlyanna.
19 years of age.
May appear friendly ;
BUT when you give me shit,
i'll give you DOUBLE.
♥ abang waiter is love(:
simple but sophisticated
sensitive yet strong
urgh! an sms conversation i had with an ex really gave me a BAD headache. heres what exactly was written.
A hym: heyy.just wondering...do you still have feelings for me and still loves me..? mie: ferstly, i 'd like to apologise cos my words might hurt you in one way or another. so lets begin. to be honest, even after i have had muhammad raihan in my life, you still didnt fail to cross my mind. i still thought of you often. until one day, you beeped me to tell me about nur diyana. i soon told myself "cmon nur farlyanna! just move on and forget hym. he has moved on by having diyana so you too have." i thought about it for quite some times and yeah! i began to realise how true that phrase is. so, teman tapi mesra yarhh. now i ask you ; do you still have feelings for me and still loves me..? A hym: yes... i still got feelings for you. i stillloveyou the way you are. but i also understand you already haveraihan. and is happy with hym. so i have to just accept the fact. i cant force you. or even beg you to return. mie: my explanation to your confession is think about my status and think about what leza told you ; once i love someone, it very hard for me to let the person go. A hym: thanks for the rejection. mie: its not a rejection. its just that you came too late. im sorry! A hym: nahh. its ok. i just wish you happy always with raihan. take care.
oh goshh! why now? but still. i really meant what i saed. that is im happy with raihan and you came too late. im truly very sorry!
PS: you peeps HAVE to click on the link below. i got it from a friend's friend's blog. its a korean movie regarding opposite attraction. it somehow shows ; till when will you stand beside your love one? ; the answer should be forever! even when you know it's gonna hurt you be it physically or emotionally. and it will cause you so much pain ; love is pain and pain is love. (: love is about risk taking ; are you willing to take the risk of going through physical and emotional pain(sometimes more) just to be happy with them. i guess love just keeps you going on and on. <33 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oWRbAnXOOP8
