"do you have time to talk to me? i have something very important to talk to you about. and i carn hold it much longer. fine. be that way. im gonna give you a message just for you. if dis doesnt do anytynk to you, then you are a person w/o any feelings. not me! its up to you to reply or not after reading it. but what i know is, i cried after reading it myself. i know that you are styll mad at me. your hatred towards me will grow and i'll be the cause for all of it. im not saying this to make you feel pity for me. but i do it for the benefit of getting you out of my head. its not that i dont have feelings for you anymore. but im scared of feeling the same thing over and over again. that is LOVE. love hurts and it truly does. that is the only thing im afraid of and also, i dont wanna break the ties between you and raihan. hes my friend ; even you are. i just cant watch my friends are in pain. please throw the feelings you had towards me and just stick as friends. im sorry if i had stabbed you with a knife through your heart with my words."