Kaka Is LOVE(:

HIS side of the story

HYM to HER
nur farlyanna mohamad nor... i feel bad when you message or meet other guys without me knowing. why? i know i get on your nerves but i feel bad too tau aayang. i hate it especially when you plan to tell me something and when my reply is "i tak faham aper maksod you ; explain siket.", all you can say is "takder pape." why? you are the one who tells me "no secret between us" but what is this? i just dont want anytynk bad to happen to us ; nor any secrets between us. so please okay sayang ; no more secrets from now on. i rather hear the truth than live with a lie. now i wanna talk about your kemarahan terhadap i... i know i have always been the one who starts the fight by saying something that is not true about you. but dear... when start to make faces after arguing, its tak sopan and tak manis dipandang orang. on 13.07.06 itself, i felt VERY bad. because kerane i, people talk bad about you behind your back. i dont mind it happening to me cos i dah biaser. but not to you. you're not just a girl ; you're the girl of my dream. i know my ego is big but i have always placed my egos aside when being around you ; so you too have to put your anger aside. im trying my very best to let go of it. you too have to try. the main thing is, we TRIED. i seriously dont want any gado-ing to occur between us. i really wanna settle down with you, love, cherish and spent the rest of my life with you sayang! i pon heran cos when i said "you smoke ehk?!" ; you looked shocked and diamkan diri. why sayang? it it true? DONT sayang.. PLEASE DONT! if you have any problem, share it with me. i have you and you have me. so we can talk about simply anytynk that we feel is not right. and sayang... i realised that you've changed. you're no longer the nur farlyanna i knew the last tyme. *private scene* why? are you telling me that you have someone else? it seems as if you love me no more. eventhough deep down in your heart i kow that i am the only one there. NOW AND FOREVER tyll heaven door. and im BEGGING you sayang... please dont ever tell me goodbye. cos i cant afford to lose you. dont ever leave me oraites dear. promise me that you will never let me go so easily. i too am trying to change. we must change the way we react to things. when we're walking together, i dont want anymore of sad faces ; we have to smile and let the world know how happy and blessed we are to have each other. and one more thing... why is it when a guy looks at you, you seem to auto-turn? asal? dorang tuh lebey hensem dari i kerr? i know im the apple of your eyes ; so no more of it k sayangg... im seriously hoping you would stop seeing guys when you're around me. the reason is simple ; cos i never do it. its not fair to me. i feel insecure too. and do you have any secret admirers? im sure you have kann. sebab when i asked steph about it, you cepat2 puseng and asked steph to say "takder." hmm. i really dont know arh aayang. i hope i am your only one. im really hoping this is not happening and it is just my IMAGINATION. and please dear... if there are guys who admire you, get them to forget you. i admit i too have girls going after me. but i quickly tell them to forget me. i told some of them already by saying "dont bother waiting for me cos im gonna be with nur farlyanna till the end of my life." they respected my decision and walked away at an instant. im sure you too can do it. i know you have many guys chasing you as if youre the cat and they're the dog. so plase aayang... ask them to forget you. im not trying to control your life. but you have to be fair to me too. im asking you to do this because i wanna spent the rest of my life with only you. i tak willing to share you with someone else. not even my best friend. so, dont leave me. like i've said, i cant afford to lose you. ; youre my heart and soul who makes me feel oh-so special each tyme we're out together. you never fail to make me feel special ; a feeling noone else has made me feel. my hope is for you to change upon today. no matter what the future may bring, i styll thank God for having found you and i swear that i will always love, cherish and honour you sayang. no matter what tyme of the day it is, i promise to be there for you 24/7. and if youre having any problem, i'll be there in an instant. no matter how busy i am. cos i cant afford to see you handle things alone cos i have made up my mind that you're gonna be my last ever gf ; i wanna settle down with you and love you untyl forever. i promise you that i will never let you go sweetheartt!! i love you many many alot! and always remember ; people AINT bringing us down sweetheart..!

pheww! that definately was long... ekeke! i'll update MY part of the story upon the next entry oraites. taking care people!

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