Thursday, October 19, 2006

thje internet connection really sucks !
being the reason i cant blog ;
&& even if i can,
i think i wont .
=p

in school now .
feeling so bored that i've decided to blog .
lets see what shall i crap about today .

been lepak-ing with my bestie .
woohoo !
more to come next year ;
but after march .
she should know (:

"people change"
i've learnt the meaning behind this sentence after one incident .
you never know when people can just stab you from the back .
"your best friend might be your worst enemy."

PS: DONT BRING THE WHOLE WORLD DOWN JUST BECASUE OG ONE THING !

ILOVEYOUBABY!

my relationship with boyfie is shaking pretty bad ;
torn apart i should say .
but i'm not saying that we are separated.
HEAVENLY NO.
we are not separated ;
but we are not spending time together.
&& not even talking .

and should i blame myself for the incident .
i don't know .
i just wish that he could understand the situation .
i guess i just got to let hym see and understand it hymself .

sometimes, there things that we can't explain.
&& there are tymes he makes me feel lost & confused ;
as if outsiders understand my feeling better than he does .
shitx !

this is the problem about relationship.
feeling insecure and etc.
he wishes me to be able to tell hym all my problems .
but what he doesnt know is that,
my problems might hurt hym .
&& i definately dont wish to do that .

problems of the past is returning .
i wonder when will it all go away ?
but whatever it is .
please don't jump to conclusion .
Thank You .

"why hurt ourself being in a relatinonship when we know we can be happy without them"
as quoted by muammar gaddafi (:
this guy is really full of something .
i miss you arh bodoh !biler sekolah nak reopen nie ?!?

&&
time really flies larh ;
dah two weeks aku puaser .
which meanss . .
lagi two weeks dah RAYA !

yayness .
gonna buker with boyfie&family maybe next week .
really cant wait to wear same colour with boyfie !
((:

to end it off . . .
i'd like to say,

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY BEN&ZURA !
may you guys be together always ;
till the end of time .
love you girl !!

if there were no words
no way to speak
i would still hear you
if there were no tears
no way to feel inside i'd still feel for you .

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
you're all i need, my love, my Valentine. .

all of my life
i have been waiting for
all you give to me
you've opened my eyes
and shown me how to love unselfishly .

i've dreamed of this a thousand times before
in my dreams i couldn't love you more
i will give you my heart
until the end of time
you're all i need, my love, my Valentine .

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
'cause all i need is you, my Valentine .

you're all i need, my love, my Valentine .

shits !
now im addicted to this song (:
&& i've got my adidas watch .
bought a yellow one .
[LOVE blue]

&& now i've got this BLOODY bad news .
and that is,
my plans of doing things with my coming pay has to be cancelled .
cos i cant wait to buy my all time fav watch .
the adidas one .
maybe a blue one (:

`` CONFESSION OF A BROKEN HEART___.

you promised and i waited .
waiting for the day you would come
&& fill those empty spaces once again .
you said every heart represented your love for me .
every heart meant each day was a meaningful one .
you said you'd be there for me when i needed you .
you said you will never ever break my heart .
but what happened ?
does this mean true love dont exist ?
i never wanna bid you goodbye .
be the old you, baby
&& come back to me .
i know this isnt true .
i need you ,
dont waste those hearts .
i'll never wanna forget those sweet memories .

[dont bid me goodbye baby .
i need you
&& you know i do .
those hearts,
are they just an illusion ?
i know you too love me,
as much as i love you .
dont leave me in the lurch .
tell me you dont mean it .
bring back the past
&& fill up those spces with hearts ]

its only the FIRST week of Ramadhan but yet GEYLANG is already super packed ! && i still think that GEYLANG is the best place to shop during the month of Ramadhan . i have not been to KAMPONG GLAM yet ; but what i heard from people is that "its such a bore down there" lol . shall check i out one day .

i really aint in the mood to blog ! && to end it off, i'd like to wish all kiddies "Happy Childrens Day ." & to my gfs and bfs taking their e.y.e, "All The Best Lovelies ."